The Real need for Meditation
The basic problem in the world today seems to be that there is no
interest in meditation as such. It is partly the fault of people who
preach and do propaganda for meditation. When you want to spread the
practice of meditation and encourage people to take it up, you persuade
them that there is some benefit in it. In order to do that the preachers
suggest, ‘ Practice meditation. You will be completely free of all
tension.’ The moment that aspect enters the field of meditation, the
whole practice is ruined. From there on you are not sitting completely
relaxed, meditating, but you are tense, looking at the state of
relaxation which the preacher suggested was your goal. Trying to reach
out to it you become more tense.
The moment you introduce a
goal to meditation, it is gone. Happiness in life comes not by
manipulating what you want to achieve but by paying attention to
something seemingly totally unconnected with it. In order to make the
mouth laugh, you tickle the foot. This seems to be of fundamental
importance. Concentration of mind is not achieved by concentrating the
mind, but by going right round doing something completely different.
That is actually what the great masters of yoga suggested when they said
to sit down and repeat your mantra.
The problem is that our
minds are in a terrible state of disorder, our attention is not steady
at all. Physically we are tense, mentally we are distracted. We go to a
teacher and he says—"Sit down and repeat a mantra." While you pay
attention to the mantra, which is totally unrelated and unconnected with
the problem you are really trying to solve, the problem gets dissolved.
You don’t have to solve the problem, the problem can be dissolved. That
is much simpler, otherwise when you have a problem and someone tells
you to solve it, the solution becomes another problem! The confused
brain creating another solution, is in worse confusion. The mind, after
all, is one thing, not a supermarket. You are happy sometimes and you
are unhappy sometimes. When you are unhappy, what happens to that happy
person? And when you are happy, what happens to the unhappy person? Are
you one or two? It is not difficult for you to see that you are one
thing.
The mind is one substance which seems to assume several
successively different disguises. It is not possible for the mind to be
in two moods at the same time, and even when one is able to juggle the
moods quickly, it only means that the mind is able to change very fast.
There is no more mystification about meditation than this. The master,
by suggesting that you sit down and go on repeating a mantra, has made
you temporarily forget your problem. A problem that is forgotten does
not exist, unhappiness that is forgotten is happiness. It can come back
again, but never mind. If you have been unhappy for 6 or 7 hours at a
stretch, you have at least had 20 minutes of happiness. That is
marvellous; the unhappiness was a mental state, nothing more than a
mood.
In real life we see quite plainly that if an external
situation was responsible for one’s unhappiness, that situation is not
going to be changed by being unhappy. Therefore the yogi said "Free
yourself from this external compulsion and realise that unhappiness is a
mental mood." The mind substance is still there, it has temporarily
assumed the form of unhappiness, the character of unhappiness. You can
be sure that even if you are in the worst of all moods now, the sun is
not going to be veiled because of you, it will still shine brilliantly.
And if you shake off your bad mood and get into the sun, it is to your
advantage. You have been unhappy before, you may be unhappy later—‘so
what’! All the problems are there waiting outside—let them! For the next
half hour sit down and say your mantra, and as you go on in this way,
suddenly you discover that the unhappiness is not there any more.
Suddenly you realise that you (or something in you) is totally
independent of the happiness or unhappiness that the environment imposes
upon you. Coming out of your meditation room you are able to say ‘so
what’, right in front of the unhappiness that faces you again.
So it is possible to free yourself psychologically from external
compulsion, external imposition. Sitting there in that room for half an
hour you have tasted it. The mind being of one substance was fed with
this mantra, or something totally unconnected with all worries and
anxieties, happiness and unhappiness.
You have not been
struggling, you have not been praying to God to please take this problem
away. (That is useless—another one will come.) But in the meantime you
have discovered that it is possible for you, without changing the
external environment, to be happy within yourself. You taste it. The
most important thing in meditation is not to try to solve the outside
problem, but to taste the present mood of peace and joy and happiness
that is flowing inside. Then when you come out you are able to face this
problem.
I am not saying the problems we are surrounded by can
ever be removed, but the inner attitude can be radically and instantly
changed. It doesn’t even take half an hour. Meditation makes this
possible by not dealing with the problem head on, but by turning the
attention to something completely different (which happens to be beyond
the source of all problems). This is not a policy of escapism. Let us
take a very simple example of inter-personal conflict. You and he are
working in the same organisation. You are saying something, he is saying
something different, you have a little misunderstanding, a quarrel. He
is too strong and powerful, so you don’t want to fight with him. You go
into your meditation room, sit and repeat the mantra. After a short
while everything is at peace within yourself—there is harmony and joy
within you. Are you escaping? No, because you have got to come out and
meet him, again. Then you are a completely changed person, you realize
that conflict can be ended by ending it within yourself. There is a
lovely expression: "You cannot clap with one hand." It needs two to make
a quarrel, they say, but I feel "It needs only one to make a
quarrel—me".
The yogi’s approach through meditation deals with
the fundamental problem of human response. Once you have trained
yourself in this technique (you can call it meditation or concentration)
then it is possible for this to happen throughout the day, when there
is need for you to respond. And though superficially it looks as if you
are self-centered and selfish, you are not, because you have found the
key to dissolving the problems and conflicts. That I think is the
greatest contribution one can make to human happiness in society as a
whole.
Half the problem connected with meditation springs from
thinking about it. The thoughts that one may have about meditation are
not meditation. It is possible to think about it, it is possible to talk
about it and it is even possible to ‘do’ it, but none of these is
meditation. Like sleep, it is something that has to happen, and one does
not know when it is happening, but realizes something has happened in
retrospect. What is it that puts an end to sleep? What is it that puts
an end to meditation? Strangely enough the desire to experience it.
We are trapped in a strange and delightful problem. We need to meditate
but we cannot will ourselves into meditation. Meditation is vitally
important not only to some of you who might be spiritual seekers, but
also to people who want to become more alert in mind and in intellect,
and even to people who pursue material goals. If meditation is a state
in which there is no mental confusion, there is inner harmony and peace,
then it is of vital importance to everybody. Whatever be your
aspirations, whatever you are looking for—whether spiritual,
intellectual, mental or material—one who knows what it is to meditate,
or what it is to surrender oneself to meditation, realises that the key
to any achievement is there. But fortunately or unfortunately, it is not
possible to force it.
It is extremely fortunate that
meditation cannot be made to happen, for the simple reason that if it
could, it is liable to be marketed as we already see is being done, and
what is even worse, it can be misused and abused. It is unfortunate
because though we aspire for the state called meditation it seems to
elude us and we are still groping. A few broad hints may be given, but
even these are like preparing the bed as an invitation to sleep. You
cannot ‘go to sleep’. It is an expression as inadequate and erroneous as
all expressions are. Sleep has to come—you can only go to bed.
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