Meditation Procedure
So many textbooks are available on meditation nowadays that everyone
has some idea of what it is all about. In brief, meditation is the most
wonderful adventure: ‘Discovery of self’. Meditation enables us to enjoy
consciously the peace, happiness and revitalisation that we
unconsciously have in sleep. Meditation lifts us above the cares and
anxieties of our daily life, it enables us to overcome our moral
weaknesses and evil habits and thus transform our very life. By
dispelling ignorance, meditation removes all our morbid and childish
fears and leads us to the hall of divine light, where we perceive our
self as the immortal essence of all existence, where we realise that we
are at once linked in a bond of eternal love with all creation. By
enabling us to get in tune with this cosmic substratum and so with
others, meditation gives us supernatural powers. Unless these powers (of
whose existence we are not conscious and which we shall not
deliberately use) become natural to us, they should be shunned as
distractions.
‘An ounce of practice is better than tons of
theory’. The following simple procedure will in due course enable you to
enjoy deep meditation
1. Select a calm, quiet, clean and
secluded spot or a room or corner of a room in your house reserved for
this purpose. Sit there (preferably facing east—the sun rises in the
east—or north—there is a great power in the north pole), with a symbol
of God or a lighted lamp or candle, placed at eye-level. The best
posture is, of course, the lotus posture; if you cannot do this, sit in
any comfortable posture with your body erect. The yogi wants you to keep
the back straight. All sorts of interesting reasons have been given,
and one might be of interest to you. If the small of the back is held
in, your back is naturally straighter than before. It seems to promote
alertness of the mind. The moment you slouch and the small of the back
shoots backwards and the spine curves forward your alertness is gone.
The best time to meditate is from 4 to 6 a.m., but if this is not
possible do this as soon as you wake up. It is good to have a quick
bath; if this is not possible (without loss of the good morning hour),
have a quick wash of hands, feet and face.
2. Chant a few hymns
or offer your own prayer (audibly) to the lord: this is like switching
the radio on and tuning it. Raise the mind to a higher level. Imagine
you are in the presence of god. This may appear to be self-hypnotism,
but the results are astounding.
3. Become aware that you are
seated in your room or wherever it is. You are now aware of even your
body’s contact with the seat. The knowledge ‘I am sitting here’ ensures
that the mind is also here and does not wander away. If the attention
tends to wander, gently but firmly bring it back: ‘I am sitting here.’
Become aware of the sensation of the hands resting on your knees or in
your lap. Immediately the attention is brought within the body and once
the attention is narrowed down, the whole inside seems to be
illuminated. You realise that just one thing is happening—breathing. You
are breathing.
4. Chant ‘om’ deeply, concentrating on the
solar plexus, feeling that the sound vibrations arise from there. Feel
that these sound vibrations travel upwards towards the crown of the
head, through the vagus nerve. They actually will. When they reach the
throat-region close your lips and continue ommmmmmm and let the sound
fade out at the crown of the head. Do this three or six times.
5. It is one of those ironies of life that we seem to be interested in
so many wonderful things in this world without paying the least
attention to the greatest wonder which is breathing. It is because we
are breathing that we are alive, that we are able to enjoy life. It is a
supreme wonder. Ask yourself: "What makes you breathe out and having
exhaled—what makes you inhale again?" What makes one take the next
breath, or in other words, how does the breathing go on? When you pay
attention to this you have forgotten where you are sitting. That is, the
attention has gone still deeper within yourself and is now ready to go
even deeper down. Breathe normally, effortlessly. At the same time,
close the glottis a little bit, so that the breath itself produces some
sound. (It is not the vocal cords but the glottis that helps to produce
this sound.) Let this sound also fade away and not stop abruptly. You
will find that your mind follows this sound and "goes inwards." You may
do ujjayi or bhramari pranayama.
6. Breathe gently now. Watch
the breath. Try to listen to it without producing any sound even with
the throat. It is good to use a visualisation of the nadis in
conjunction with the breathing to bring about more intense concentration
of the mind. Visualise the inhaled breath flowing down the ida and the
pingala nadis on both sides of the spine. Hold the breath (Kumbhaka) for
just a moment. (Kumbhaka literally means ‘pot-like’, which alludes to
the abdominal cavity being filled by the inhaled breath.) Visualise the
exhaled breath ascending up the sushumna (the central channel), at the
same time drawing the abdomen in and up, as in uddiyana bandha.
7. Now the only thing you are doing is breathing. That is the only
action, motion, movement. Become aware of this. Let there be the inner
awareness, "I am breathing," and let this stop the mind from doing
something else. Gently but firmly hold on to the awareness, "I am
breathing"
8. Repeat your mantra (any name of god or sacred
formula or ‘om’) as you breathe in and out, without straining the
breath. Associate the mantra with the breath—this is the trick. Repeat
it once while you breathe in and once while you breathe out. If the
mantra is long, repeat half while inhaling and the other half while
exhaling, without breaking it. Without tension you gently but actively
keep listening to the mantra being heard within yourself. Become more
and more deeply aware of this sound. Listen to it with all your heart,
with all your attention.
9. Keep looking at the picture, symbol
or the flame in front of you (that is what you have been doing all the
time, at least from step 5 above) but transfer that symbol to within
yourself. Feel that the image is in your own heart. See it there. Do not
stare at the picture or flame in front; if you do, then your eyes will
get tired and begin to smart. If you merely look without staring or
focusing you will find that the symbol goes out of focus. Do not worry.
Your eyes will not blink. They will not water or smart.
10. Now
close your eyes if you like, and visualise that image of god clearly
within your heart. Let it be radiant and living. If the mind tends to
wander keep the eyes open, looking within.
11. Gradually let
that image expand till it occupies your whole body, the room in which
you are sitting and eventually the whole world. Feel this. Feel that you
yourself are just a little part of god, one with him.
12. Sit
like this for a minimum period of 20 minutes. (The preliminaries may
take about 10 minutes.) Gradually increase this period.
13.
After this period is over, offer a prayer to the lord for the health and
long life of sick people (whom you can actually visualise in front of
you) and the peace and prosperity of those who are suffering.
14. Get up slowly. Do not immediately run away. Take a few minutes
before you leave the meditation room. Your mind and your nerves were
extremely calm during this practice and if you suddenly jump out of that
mood and rush into company, you might injure the nerves. This is very
important.
15. You can practise this at other times,
too—several times a day. Do not sit for this practice within two hours
after a meal. Do not wear tight clothing.
16. Do not eat anything for half an hour after this practice. And do not take bath immediately either.
17. If you wish to do a few rounds of pranayama, you may do so before
you start this meditation practice or soon after step 2 above. Bhastrika
is useful.
If the mind wanders open your eyes, gaze at the picture and start all over again from step 5 above.
Japa (repetition of a mantra) itself will lead to meditation. The lord’s grace will lead you to meditation and samadhi.
If evil thoughts enter the mind, do not pay any attention to them. Let
them depart, as uninvited guests will if totally ignored! Go on with
your japa, visualising the lord in the heart. If the mind wanders,
resort to mental worship; or, open your eyes again and gaze at the
image.
It is very important to see that the body and mind are
relaxed. There should be no tension anywhere. The posture of the body
should be steady but not tense. The mind should be concentrated on the
object with ease: otherwise, every extraneous thought entering the mind
will also get fixed there! Let go your hold on the world and gently hold
on to the thought of god.
The secret in meditation is to be
active without effort. Usually we are either active and full of effort
or we go to sleep. But there is a state which is the happy medium
between the two—to be awake and alert, but without struggle.
In
the initial stages of meditation it is possible that as soon as the
mind is concentrated and you begin to do japa, something you had
forgotten is recollected by the mind. If it pertains to the business of
the day, the mind is distracted. It is therefore advisable (in the
initial stages) to keep a piece of paper and pencil by your side and
note these down, so that the mind may be reassured that they will not be
forgotten again and that it could go on with the japa. Use your
commonsense in overcoming such obstacles.
Several methods have
already been suggested not only to offset obstacles but to keep the
meditation alive and alert. The very best is of course to seek the
source of the sound of the mantra that is heard, and then the identity
of the one that listens to the mantra. If this method is mastered, no
disturbances (internal or external) need distract you, because you know
how to make use of any disturbance! Anything that happens inside or
around you is only going to stimulate you to greater vigilance. If there
is a distraction, this vigilance will confront it with the question, "I
am watching my breath and repeating the mantra. From where do you
come?" Thus, there are no obstacles at all from there onwards.
On no account should you give up the morning meditation and get up from
your seat before the appointed time: if the mind knows that you are a
hard taskmaster, it will meekly obey you.
One of the main
reasons why this meditation exercise is performed in the early morning
hours is because it is then that the ego-sense arises after the period
of deep sleep earlier. It is therefore possible to ask oneself: "Where
was this ego-sense a few minutes ago? How does it arise and what is its
source?"
Even during the day, close your eyes every hour and
consciously withdraw the mind from the world, repeat the mantra and
meditate upon god for just a few seconds. Keep up the current. If you
keep a small japamala (rosary) in your pocket, it will help.
By
even attempting to practise meditation you will enjoy peace of mind and
the ability to concentrate the mind at will wherever you are.
Another period of meditation just before going to bed is of incalculable
benefit. It carries the fruits of meditation into the state of deep
sleep. A great spiritual teacher said that if you restore order to the
mind before you go to sleep, the mind is free to refresh itself
thoroughly. Meditation restores order to the mind.
Of course
all that has been described so far is no more than japa or the
repetition of a mantra and the visualisation of what that mantra
represents. These are effective aids—but in themselves they do not
constitute meditation. The use of these aids is based on a simple and
sound principle. The world outside is mainly name-and-form to us: the
other sense stimuli are not so strong as the visual and the auditory.
Our waking consciousness is dominated by sights and sounds. Our inner
world is even more so. Our dreams (day dreams as well as night dreams)
are also made up of these two. Objectivity is name and form. Hence, the
student of yoga replaces the multitude of names and forms (worldly,
exciting, emotion-generating and pain-ridden) by one name and form of
god (divine, sublime, peace-giving and bliss-filled). This too is name
and form, and this too is an object—though surely god is not a name and
form, and god is not an object. Ultimately therefore even this will go;
but pushing it is foolishness.
Used rightly, however, these aids turn out to be valuable. And, what is their right use?
Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras suggest the following:
When the name and the form are perfectly steady, the student begins to
question it. "Is this the reality? Is this the self? Is this god? Is it
not my own imagination, the object of my thought, the projection of my
mental conditioning?" This questioning is not just mental or
intellectual exercise; it is much deeper, for by this time the mind is
fully concentrated, the image is clear and steady, and the mind is calm.
The answer to all these questions is an obvious ‘yes’. However, the
student does not abandon the whole thing and get up and walk away. He
enters into himself even more deeply. The enquiry may continue along
these lines: "This is not the self or the reality. But, then, what is
it? How is the unuttered sound heard within: what is it made of? How do I
see this image, where is it, and what is it made of?" Surely, there are
no verbal answers to these questions! The sound is not made in the
usual way (by the vocal cords, etc.). The image of god (or whatever it
is that is chosen for the inner visualisation) is not there as a solid
substance. What is it made of? ‘The mind-stuff’ is an unacceptable
answer: it is an expression as meaningless as the other one we suggested
to ourselves as an aid—‘god within’. To be meaningful it must be as
real and as clear to you as this paper is. Thought answering a question
concerning thought is waste of time. Hence, we pursue the enquiry by
direct internal observation. The vital aspect of this part is to reject
all thoughts concerning this phenomenon.
At this stage the
observing consciousness looks steadily at the object. There is no
movement of thought. There is great clarity. Suddenly it becomes clear
that the object is but a reflection, a projection in the indivisible
consciousness. Thus the division between the observer and the observed
is abolished; and this gives rise to an experience of inner delight.
However, there is still movement in consciousness. Consciousness is
still aware of itself: this is the original division which is therefore
potential diversity. There is the awareness of ‘I am’ which can easily
expand itself into ‘I am this’, ‘I am that’ etc. Hence, even this is
known as samadhi with consciousness, or samadhi with the seed of
diversification present.
Beyond this no effort on the part of
the student is of any use, nor is it necessary. An effort is the
expression of the ego, perpetuation of the division; abandonment of the
effort is also the expression of the ego’s inability or unwillingness to
reach this point. The ego-sense should reach this point and in total
self-surrender abandon all effort to abolish division, in the knowledge
that the ego itself is the creator of the division, it is itself the
division. What happens beyond this the masters have alluded to as
‘divine grace’. Patanjali also speaks of god as what remains after the
ordinary self-awareness ceases to be (purusha visheshah).
Awareness of division is the abolition of division. There is no division
in the awareness which is undivided by the division. This position is
not reached, it is not something to be attained: it is, it always is.
When the dividing ego is seen to be incapable of dividing the
indivisible, the shadow is seen as shadow; that which is is: it alone
is—and that is kaivalya aloneness or all-one-ness, the knowledge that
infinite diversity is infinite.
How this enlightenment takes
place no one knows. At one moment this inner light begins to shine
everywhere in your consciousness, and suddenly the ‘I’ has disappeared.
It was not there in the first place. Only consciousness remains.
Knowledge alone remains. Action alone remains. Seeing alone remains.
Without the ego creating a division, a space between I and the other.
When this light shines constantly within oneself, only then is one able
to realise that what goes on inside is love; that that love is genuine
and that that love is directed towards the omnipresence.
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